Heather, I am trying to say this with love, is it possible you are going through a manic episode?
Deep breath, I’ve seen you, I know you can do it. But you don’t have to do it all in one week. Medium is the one place I know on the internet where people have patience. We’ll be here next month as well.
Do this because it is needed and because it is fun. Don’t do it to proof anything to anyone.