This is unfortunate. I understand this response and I will support it after this final comment. I just wish to point out here on Medium, words and perceptions is all we have.
I agree with your actions. I just see you calling yourself a dick, and fucked up and my perception of that was you feeling frustrated because you’re misunderstood. Misunderstanding comes in most cases from miscommunication. Which is a message not going through as intended. In this case, I can see where the miscommunication is happening.
I’ve always admired your drive to stand up for what you believe to be right, don’t ever change that :)